Happiness, Glitter & Daydreams

Last night we had a guest speaker at our church, man who spoke such wise words and such a wonderful truth about 'choosing the story we live'

I know that the life I live is often frowned upon by some , others look and cannot understand how I could possibly forgive so easily , reach out and take someone back in that has hurt me ... my answer is 'I choose God's Life Story'.

Now don't get me wrong , I am not perfect and I fight battles every single day , but I also have victories every single day and no matter how small ... they are victories!

What really touched me last night on a deep very deep level was that as we were worshipping and later praying for people, the focus being not living in 'mediocrity' but rather reaching your full potential to further God's kingdom , the speaker walked around and spoke Prophetic Word into peoples lives to whom he was drawn by God.

I asked God to just give me a sign , speak to me about my life as I have wrestled deeply this year , making peace with certain outcomes in my life. The speaker finished up and I thought ..' stop being selfish this is not just about you' your life is being lived on God's timing not yours.

I went to speak to a couple from my life group ... ' my spiritual parents ' if you will. I had not seen them for sometime and had to claim my hugs at that exact moment the speaker walked past ... he doubled back and walked up to me to ask me my name and proceeded to Prophesy over my life.

He shared so much that was spot on and that only God would know , the amazing thing is that I have had similar (80%) spoken over my life by another person unbeknownst to him.
Part of this word is that I am going into a new season of Spring & Summer ...

I have been going through some dark times and to hear this brought me to tears , to hear God acknowledge the hurts , the pain and the desire for a new season ... Thank you Lord!
(the picture above represents how I feel so well)

As I look forward to what God has install for me and wait on him, I encourage you keep talking to God , keep dreaming and never let go...live a God life and you'll smile through the tears.






(Just a little note , the name of this blog may change slightly as I look into registering a .com address and unfortunately Choosing Happiness is taken , a sign it's time for a change here too ...but whatever you do please don't leave)