There may be tears in the night ....
I thought I was over this Lord! I thought it was gone! ...
Nope it's still here and once again the wound has been scratched open....
Will I ever feel like I fit in somewhere?
Will people ever embrace me as a single person instead of ostracising me for being alone and making my world even lonelier?
Do they even realise that just because I am busy , it does not mean that I feel loved , wanted?
Do they understand the yearning for love , a tender embrace , acceptance, physical contact , someone to walk beside me?
Yes God you are here and NO MAN can replace you, nor would I ever even wish that!
But the tenderness , the emotions that get stirred up when just for a fleeting moment the mind slips , the heart hopes and then the doubt ... the reality of still standing in THIS WORLD ( physical) alone.....will this desert ever end?
Those who sow with tears will reap with songs of joy.
Psalm 126:5
Oh Lord , this week I ask for your STRENGTH , for your PEACE , for your JOY and to be closer to you ... I need you now more than ever .. I love you Lord!
Today it is a conscious decision ...
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