Happiness, Glitter & Daydreams

Isn't it funny that no matter how hard I try not to measure myself against others, or compare my achievements to that of peers ... I still have to fight to let it go.

Today my day started off well , my spirits soaring to new heights ...that was until I saw that I have not been included in a 'select few' party .... oh the heavy heart ... and then the anger at myself!

Why do I do it , yes I work hard and yes I love it , yes I am spoilt and yes I am good enough! So why do I have to continually lecture myself in my mind and re-adjust my heart ... it's so flippin frustrating to be a simple soul of 'flesh' , when all I want is to a shining glorious person of 'spirit'.

Why do we feel as though we all need to 'measure up' are we so caught up in making the grade? I personally am unique in every way , I refuse to be 'made to measure' ...why not have a world of clones otherwise?

I think what hurts the most is that often people abuse 'nice people', it's almost like they have homing signals ....oh goodness does it test one's personal identity.

But I am a warrior of the Lord most high and I declare today, that He will bring the right people across my path. God has a future and a plan for me ...so satan you can tempt me or try and hurt me as much as possible ... it will never last because Jesus has conquered all on the cross!

Today I pray that you too set aside hurt , rejection and despair and that you too will declare victory in your life. God can do amazing things in our life, if we just silence the voice of satan and DECLARE VICTORY in all that we do... in the name of the Lord.

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