Happiness, Glitter & Daydreams

This week , this month and everyday at the moment feels as though I am flitting around aimlessly and without any purpose. I feel totally at a loss of control and direction.

I have always been a closet control freak .... just relaxed enough to get away with going unnoticed as a borderline case, however at the moment I am reliant on others... resulting in the fact that no two days can really be planned in succession, no 'to the minute planning' as I fall victim to the schedules and planning of others.

Now I can take two paths ....

I can either freak out , throw and tantrum and collapse in a heap ... all to no avai!
OR
I can choose to surrender, submitting my days to the Lord and leaving the logistics to Him ... a path I have chosen and am learning to walk daily.

You see by surrendering the control of life , it's issues and responsibilities you are declaring in Faith that the Lord does indeed know best ... that you can in fact rely upon your Faith and trust the Lord wholeheartedly.

It does not mean that you will not be challenged or that Satan will not continually try to debunk and demolish all that God has instilled in your spirit. After all Satan is the master planner when it comes to deception and using the mind to persecute.

But today I encourage you to take the path of 'most' resistance , a path of surrender ... setting your spirit free .. allow yourself to walk in freedom and to take flight like a butterfly .... trusting God.