Happiness, Glitter & Daydreams

Gosh it's been a rough patch lately , I landed my dream job and thought everything would just be cotton candy and clear skies ....wrong!

For the last three weeks I have been sicker than I ever remember being , I had a double whammy cold followed by a kidney infection which truly was no joke at all!

In the midst of all of this Satan somehow managed to throw in a good measure of anxiety attacks and depression the likes of which I only experienced when I got divorced some 6 years ago.

It has been a dark and lonely place despite loads of support and prayer , i found myself fluctuating between sombre mood swings and tears that no one could placate let alone me try and explain.

How do you share that you are drowning when you should be celebrating , going from 3 months of zero income into a place of paying all accumulated debt and freedom ... or is it?

I have realised that I put expectations on myself which far outweigh the expectations of others but worst of all I stopped looking to God for provision and looked to myself. After 3 days of prayer and fasting with the church I am so humbled and grateful to say that I had a breakthrough yesterday!

For the first time in two weeks I woke up this morning with a glimmer of hope , less stress and anxiety and the feeling that all will be okay as long as God is at the centre.

THANK YOU LORD FOR NEVER LETTING ME GO EVEN IN THE TROUBLED TIMES!